I had a really awful day on Saturday - my game probably wasn't that bad, but it felt bad and I was in a tough emotional state anyway. I may or may not have been trapped in a despair-thicket, which are treacherous, nasty places that sneak up on you and make you feel like you are nothing. Fortunately it improved within a good 24 hours but this week has already been tough, and there's no hockey this weekend because it's a holiday and people are doing other things. I'm not sure why "playing hockey" can't be one of those things. I would try to find another spot on Saturday, but I'm feeling pretty bad about my game, so perhaps a bit of a break will be for the best.